My Prerogative

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

I want black boots.

I want a black leather jacket.

I think I may just finally have the courage to wear boots. weee!
time to scout for the perfect pair!
I want a black suede slip in boots (knee high) and one where I can tie all its lace all the way up to my mid calve(how do u spell this).
The ultimate pair of boots would be a leather upper-thigh high one.
But that'd be possible if I have $4000 disposable cash LOL.

Monday, February 26, 2007

Vocal Exam-25.02.07

it's finally over!

after postponing for so long, we finally took the exam ytd and I believe we all passed.
I was so glad for Cat when lws said she passed!!! =D
*click to ENLARGE pics!*

































He said Sonia and I tend to have the same problem...our vocal register is always around our nose area. aka 鼻音。
haha...This is the first time I hear this comment...but I will work on having more variations for my vocal register!
He also mentioned I could have more vocal expression and my eyes, being single eyelid (boo), tend to lose its sharpness easily so I must always have that "sharp" look when singing.
it's damn tiring.

anyway it's finally over :)
Had a great time acting with the class for our skit...
especially the part where I have to open the ring box and Cel and Sonia went WOW hahaha!

unforgettable.

suddenly it's like so empty. Those weeks of asking if sat 7pm is fine for prac, etc...is all part of the past.
aww man.
i'll always rmb uv132!

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CNY cele 2007 at lwssom

Chen Ji and I co-hosted the event...we had a lot of last minute change in content and schedule and were pretty worried about the hosting but in the end, we managed to pull it off! yay!

Turns out one of the performers was the one I pulled in at the Open House lol...
she damn funny can.














Sunday, February 25, 2007

I Love Stage

I want Xiao Zhu's cap!
and the [I Love Stage] t-shirt.

so nice. wonder where he got it from?
I saw someone in SG wearing it!

好久没有"crush"的感觉了。。。
今天,突然又感觉“暗恋“离我在不远处。

真可惜,他的心早已属于另外一个女孩。

那女孩。。。也很面熟。

怎么搞的,新加坡也未免太小了吧?

*叹*

请问我的白马王子可以不要在躲了吗?
我命令你马上现身!

真讨厌。

Thursday, February 22, 2007

不知道为什么看了第二集的[转角*遇到爱]
戏里的故事
令我感到非常难过。

那种在心胸痛痛的感觉又浮现了
好久都没感觉那种*痛。

就好像藏了很久的东西
在没预料到的时候
让你突然又从头体验一翻。

我也不知为何突然有感而发
来到网上日记写这一翻感言。。。

爱是一个很可怕的东西
它无形
也无法让你知道它何时会出现
而出现后
也不知道它是带着一把刀
还是让你解开心病的药。

只有敢冒险的人才会知道吧。

我。。。还未做好准备。

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嘻嘻。。。你认识卖“感情保险“ 的人吗?

cny day 1:

this year, all my relatives had no 默契!
Every group arrived and left just as another arrived or left. lol. so each family was always there by themselves whenever they went over to my Grandma's place. -_-
My sisters and me!














































That's an authentic Man-U Jersey. omg.






















CNY DAY 2
Visiting at Des's hse, my bro-in-law's place and my aunt. :x
















































My nephew loves Jolin hahaha.
He kept poking at the cardboard and refused to leave and kept giggling to himself and even kissed the board!
everyone go *awwww*!

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

ok been tagged by Kang Wei
so here goes!

THE RULES

Each player of this game starts with the 6 weird things about you. People who get tagged need to write a post of their own 6 weird things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

(eh...but nobody want to do this kind in my list one leh...I'm afraid the chain will stop here lol.)

6 weird things about me:

1. I drink a lot of plain water...and go to the toilet too many times because of that. (stay healthy ma!)

2. I love to watch horror shows but I end up covering my eyes throughout the entire show -_-

3. I have food mood swings. One moment I can gorge on tarts/cakes/pies. the next moment I'm just drinking water....again.

4. I really think V day is too commercialised. I wouldn't want to carry flowers or worse, softtoys on the street with a thousand other girls. ok he can give me when we're home or elsewhere private but PLEASE do not gimme flowers when we're out on V Day.

5. I speak broken english all the time but when I'm provoked, the well-spoken JH will emerge.

6. I have to sleep with my lil bolster. I even bring it overseas. (damn I revealed this! paiseh!!)



Ok I tag...Steph! hehe.
and Iris!

gosh such chains hate me LOL.

AAAHHH I CAN FINALLY GO ONLINE!

Those days deprived of this "socialisng" tool has shrunken me into an indescribable state of sadnesssssss. lol.
turns out...the reason for my -no internet- days was because of...
loose connection.

Someone (me included) must have accidentally loosened the connection while sweeping/cleaning the area near it before cny. argh.

so...here are some pics... =)
precious pics. lol!




























































Too bad couldnt get a shot of Dan and Louis =/
I think they put short+fair+plump guys to shame! hehehe!

and I saw Joel Yang at the Premiere. :O



















all thanks to Steph =)

Monday, February 19, 2007

GONG XI FA CAI!

Dear Students,

Your team's video entries have been selected for the following awards.

We will be crediting the prize monies (divided equally amongst all members) via giro within 1 month.

Congratulations and thank you for participating in this project.

Lim Eelon
iMedia Centre

Ps : kindly relay this congratulatory note to your team members.


1. Educational Video Category

* 1st Prize ($400) Dealing with a Crisis

Clarence Chen - S10022609G
Stephanie Aw Yong - S10027210K
Chng Jinghui - S10022709H
Addison Wong - S10025667D


woohooooooooooo we really won!

ok the reason why I've not been updating is cuz my internet's down.
I've got so much to update abt!
I'm at my cousin's place blogging, in fact.
sad.

happy new year again~

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Monday, February 12, 2007

oh yes, this video was part of the research + studies for my communication issues paper.
hilarious! but highly innovative and entertaining!

It's Monday...and I'm in school relatively early considering my paper is at 2pm.

My internet was down for no reason and I couldn't research more on propaganda at home and here I am...doing last minute readings.

All that I had was the notes I made on my own as I read and pasted and re-wrote neccessary info when I was studying on thursday night and friday.

I don't feel very nervous yet I don't feel prepared either. I don't know how to memorise info, especially within such a short amount of time. I took half a year to study for O's I think.
But I always take a lot of breaks :X

I just can't sit down and read notes for the whole day! It's so tormenting. Maybe I've got a short attention span.

and it doesn't help that cable tv is previewing their variety channel for us-non cable tv subscribers.
it's such an addictive channel!

Ytd I previewed 2 episodes of 2 different korean dramas and I'm hooked. I guess that's the magic of korean dramas?
I merely watched an average of 1.5hrs for each drama and there-I'm hooked!!

and you know what's the funniest thing?

I was watching this show -what planet are you from?- and my sis brought it home to show me the new drama she has acquired!
and...it was "what planet are you from?"!!
and her hairstylist loaned it to her LOL.

I'm soooo gona watch like crazy after tmr when my last paper is DONE.

nevermind if nobody's gona ask me out for V Day! LOL!

ok, it's time to head back to the notes.
hai. I'm so not cut out for books. :(

Friday, February 09, 2007

People who do not even want to help themselves do not deserve our help either.

There's no need to pity these people, OH WAIT, perhaps we should, because they are in a very sad state where they only feel sorry for themselves and do not wish to improve and help themselves.

Pardon my sarcasm. It's just me la huh. it's not Jh until you hear sarcasm. but that's beside the point for this entry.

If you don't wish to help yourself, nobody can.

I guess it's forgivable to whine once in awhile; we are humans after all, we W-H-I-N-E a lot.

But what I can't stand most about people is them wallowing in self pity thinking the world is such a cruel place and they are never good enough.

It's OK to feel like you are never good enough and use that to get better and improve. What I detest most about these people is they think they are not good enough and?
case closed.
They just give up.

what?!

Have more fighting spirit and zest my darlings.

This may sound totally random but if you do observe closely enough, a lot of people around us are guilty of such acts.
Perhaps even me, at times. :/

How am I supposed to study for my exams with my parents singing Hokkien songs for the whole day?!
Even I am not so "diligent" in practicing my songs, c'mon you HAVE to let your vocal cords rest!

it's so irritating. I think....I can't sleep for these 2 nights already.
gotta get ready coffee!
and my mum chose to do spring cleaning these few days too. great.dust flying around as I try to study.Her beck and calling for me to help with household chores.

Are there any great study places around where you can hear a pin drop?!!

I think optimum time is still 10pm onwards...as usual.













omg. *rubs eyes*
The PR Video which I just submitted the link for you guys to view...has gotten us a 1st place in the iMedia competition!!!
oh.my.goddddddddddddddddddddd.

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

check this out:
http://www.np.edu.sg/imc/finalist/

the PR video we submitted for the iMedia competition.
the rest were done by our peers too.
my grp's is E-09.

Check out E-11 too!

SIGH.

Why does everything have to clash!

The Chiangmai trip clashes with [The Phantom of the Opera].
I happily went to buy tickets with my sis ytd only to get news from Steph today that we'll be back from Thailand on the 2nd of April and the tickets I bought for [POTO] are on the 1st of April!!!

so sad! I don't wana miss this classic performance but yet the trip is beneficial for radio journalism.

HOW. and I don't like the fact that my sis will KILL me if she knew I wanted to change the dates because that's actually near impossible and there may be costs incurred. I was contemplating letting Violette go with sis but then if I wanted to watch on my own, I'd have to PAY FOR MYSELF. which sucks.
even if Steph was footing half of the ticket price, I can't afford it. and I won't let her pay la. how can! aiyo.

and I have the leaders meeting tmr but my mum already promised her friends I'm going for their karaoke session. Frankly speaking, those sessions are so boring. Because you have to WAIT a goddamn long time before it's your turn. If my friends were there too then it wouldn't be that bad. But I'm supposed to go alone. boring!

urgh. why does everything have to clash! :(

Monday, February 05, 2007

My mum bought me the cap I wanted today! I love it.
It's not Ed Hardy but still pretty :)


















haha I think I've posted 3 entries today already? and it's only Day 1 of my holidays.
Ok it's not technically holidays yet because I've got 2 papers next mon and tues but...it's still relatively slack as compared to school.
so, I went surfing online for the moto(red) campaigns and thought I'd create my own Chuck Jaylors with red :)

















I think Diya looks very pretty and sweet in this picture.
Oh yea they were wearing Ed Hardy caps during the [hip hop] round, I think.
I liked Daren's cap!

"一句还是朋友
这是借口还是尽头。。。"

第一次结束的感情
我哭了。
我哭着听他说
我们还是朋友

第二次的感情
是一时被感动
而失去理智
投入不应该到的怀抱
还是孤独太久
忍不住想被疼爱?

第一次许下的成诺
我们还是朋友。。。
至今我们还守着

当历史似乎在第二次感情重演时,
我没哭。
我很惊讶的发现。。。
我没有意思想保留
我们最基本的友情。

可惜吗?不。
如果你从来都没有拥有过, 那在事情发生后,我想。。。也不能算有失去什么。

这是
第一次于第二次的分别。

第一次。。。难道是我们两的借口?
我敢肯定第二份感情绝对是尽头。

当灵感突然来了,
就该。。。动笔了!:)











The PSSII winner was crowned ytd at SIS! Daren is officially the winner and offered a 2-year contract with Warner Music.
yummy.
In terms of performance, I think Daren did better too.
Diya put in a lot of effort too though. :)

Being there was much more exhilarating. Especially during the results when the whole stadium lights went dark.

Gary's live singing was omfgodly good. he's like a singing god lol.
It made me feel that any guys who choose his song to sing is kinda like...不自量力。 =X
No offense to anyone! cuz I just think he's damn good.

I was sitting there watching the concert with Sonia, Catherine, Celester and his friend came along too.
And I was thinking...we love singing and subsequently also loved to go for such events where we get to gauge, listen and enjoy other's performances. It's really a very enjoyable experience to hear people sing, especially if they're damn good; dancing and singing and performing to the crowd.

Coincidentally, all of us present had joined the PSSII auditions this year too haha. We could have been there on stage huh? haha!
I was telling Cat...

Last year, I was watching the performance at home. I had not even joined Lwssom then.

This year, I'm AT the Indoor Stadium as a spectator...

Next year...? where will I be?

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The Trinity Compilation CD is out~
so cool.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

I actually went to queue at the donut factory the other day with Melissa. it was crazy.
we queued for 4.5hrs. she was in her killer heels! lol.
we queued from 4-8.30 before we could order. it was crazy!

but very rewarding. I wouldn't go queue another 4.5hrs for it though. waste time seriously.
perhaps when the hype dies down a bit I'll be back.


















went JB ytd to SHOP. =D
love my new heels. mum n me might be going bangkok with her friend who, amazingly, can hit it off with me LOL.
she's my mum's age.
well, I guess shopping unites females.
hahahahaa. =D
came across this sign on the hair salon...Passion hair salon. hahaha. David Gan's branch??hehe.


















went supper with Kangwei and Cat ytd.
haha one bite snack literally translated.



















I'm now VP of the Leaders in Lwssom.
I don't know what to expect.
I just hope I can deliver lor.