I never knew stress could cause headaches.
I never knew migraines could be caused from stress.

I never knew I had migraine problems.

My head is fucking aching now.

Stardust Semi Finals was on Tuesday.
and guess what...I did not make it pass this round...AGAIN!!!
walaoooooooooooooo.

oh wells.
nvm la we join grp next year la...since we're an unofficial
S.H.E. hahahaha.





































Ytd(wed) went shopping with Sonia in the day and met up with Steph at night.
Finally bought a jazzy hat! and it was quite cheap too~
and went to pick out accessories in 77th Street for sun's performance with Steph.

Thursday-
I went Bras Brasah to print posters again.
and went to meet Karin at Vivo for the fashion show--Vivo La Fashion!
Saw Pamela there covering the event for UrbanWire haha.
oh so shiokkk I love Fashion Week,
It's the best week of the Year!
Even better than Christmas. seriously.

I love the Marks n Spencer series the most.
the models looked so...plastic. They looked just like mannequins. :O
We got the front row woohoo.
Judging from my photo skills...it's probably a good thing I didn't take photo journalism.
Perhaps I can learn to take photos in the future...just not for articles HAHA.

Thanks for the invite, Cel!




























































































































































I think Cel can try this look haha.

























OMG I love these few looks!

















































































actually...my fashion photo skills not say very bad la...right?
but also not fantastic la.hahaha.
psst: does the vest look familiar? wahaha.





























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yay! I got the intended classes for the IS enrolment today!
Another case of adrenaline rush but I'm settled! =)
gona be seeing a lot of Steph this sem LOL

I love my timetable...esp thurs HAHA. I have Thurs off!




















and Mon is a short day =D
well, it'd be like this for the first few weeks...until projects start coming in.
But I'd always preferred morning classes for IS so the day ends early too.

Jason passed me this link...quite a cool school in Japan focusing on the showbiz type of "modules"
http://www.tva.ac.jp/index.html

Ytd I went Escape themepark with Steph and I felt damnnnn giddy. horrible la me.
But at least I rode Pepsi Rev LOL. I was sooo afraid of that ride can.
and I think I kena heatstroke -_-

I can't believe I've almost given out all of my share (38 tix) for ARC grand finals.
We had our pre-finals presentation on sat...and they liked the styling.

WOOHOOOOOOOOOO.

weeeeeeee I made it to T302 for MASINA!
It was so nerve-wrecking trying to constantly refresh and drop module slots and add new ones with the worry that it's taken up. eeeks!
Poor Steph had to tahan my nervous weak voice whining LOL.

"relax!!! you makin my phone lag!!"

LOL.

and I'm in Jason's class for MedLaw!
Year 3's looking better already.

I managed to get 2/3 of my electives.
Presentation skills in Chinese
Radio Journalism

and...I'm taking Documentary Production.
LOL it's like sooooo weird. I never intended to take that. But Acting class will clash with my preschi class...so I had to drop it. BOOHOO.
But docpro seems fun though. Much better than advert and pr hehehe. IMO la. =)

yay I'm settled!

I even kidded to Steph while I was frantically switching the modules that even if Xiaozhu come and talk to me now I will IGNORE him.
LOL...mad!

Steph got extra tix for the gala of TMNT and she called me; this is how the convo went:

Steph:
Hey I got tix for TMNT leh!

Me:
aahh...I lazy leh. hehehe.

Steph:
Gala leh!

Me:
oh. *pauses* so the turtles coming ah?

Steph:
walao eh!!

LOL

ok la muack muack Steph. Thanks for all the gala tix I've gotten all this while! =D

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Stephanie Sun's tenth album is out.
Here are some mid tempo/fast tracks I think are quite nice =)
hmm...it does make a difference when good producers like lws/lss help in the production huh...

1. 爱情的花样
2. 咕叽咕叽 (lol wad a title. this song's melody does make it sound as though it's more suitable to be a hokkien song though.)

I'm quite sick of her first hit already. omg. the airtime it receives is madddd.
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Huang Yida's new song's MV. His first hit. I like the melody and the feel of the MV.
poor piano! it was really burned. budget high huh?
lucky guy who got to use the [Emily the Strange] Gibson guitar!!!
chio!
walaooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. zz.
ok it's not as though I can play the guitar...but still!

Cik Nurli actually came to our tkss gathering. damn funny:

Yu Heng (or was it zw):
"hey Cik Nurli! still there ah?"

Cik Nurli:
"Ya la...still stuck there"

LOL.

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I actually lugged my lazy body out of bed at 9am today to go for a run around my estate area.
I ran non-stop for only 2songs-worth. which is like 6mins -_-
I then brisk walked/walk/jogged the remaining half and hour.
But I think it's quite ok la...considering I haven't ran for ages. And by ages, I really mean AGES.
I think jogging/running to music is quite good. It helps to motivate me to continue.

like I'd say "ok run until the end of the song! 5,4,3,2,1!!"

or say..."run till the next song comes on and if it's my fav track I'll cont running!"

which is DUH cuz it's music from my A List LOL.

I'm gona try to jog every morning...
I have to.
If I want what I want.
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I may dislike my features...but I guess I gotta live with it.
I actually detest my face shape the most.

I like Linda Liao's face shape a lot. haha.
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Terence is in the Munchy's ad! hahaha.
and the Lexus biscuit is one of my faves actually. hahahahaah.

Don't we look like some Clean n Clear girls?hahaha.

I can't believe I've not blogged for so long.
10 days. Almost as long as the other time when I went on the China trip.
So much has happened over the past 2 weeks...
Prelims for ARC, Cel's bday, Lwssom bbq, Changi Chalet/mv filming/cover photoshoot, tkss gathering!

"Everyone"'s working. "Everyone" asked me what I have been up to during this hols.
I always say...I'm not doing anything.

"Everyone"'s initial reaction would always be:
"er...ok...nothing?"
OR
"SLACKER!!!"

wtf. ok, so I'm slacking.
I see no hurry to go into the working world.
Besides, I love having time to myself.
which leads to "everyone" asking me the next question:
"so...what do you do at home?"

and I would say:
watch tv, play games, or read/sleep/stone.

"everyone" would say:
"HUH. SO BORING??"

erm, yo, "everyone", your idea of "boring" apparently is my lifestyle for the past weeks. :)
and I don't think having time to myself is boring.
I even go shopping on my own. I think it's more flexible this way leh...
I don't have to answer to anyone, and can move at my own pace (usually rather fast) and not have to stop for anyone LOL. :x

I don't know how to explain this but I love being on my own.
I like just sitting down and thinking about stuff. About people, obsevations of certain conversations, thinking about my life in the future, etc
It's like I suddenly don't feel like mingling with strangers if I had to work.
I'm not financially strapped so working is an option for me. (for now)

so why are you, "everyone", so bothered by my slacking? :)

anymore comments from "everyone" and I'll have to turn the smiley into a frown.

anyway, there was the Prelims for ARC...and good news!
We, Revolution, made it to the Grand Finals!


















For the whole time after Wu Jiaming commented about my eyes, I couldn't stop thinking about it. Although I may laugh about it, and it can be funny la :/
BUT I am very troubled by my eyes and teeth. it sucks. seriously. to have small eyes and single eyelids and...hai.
I felt so ugly at the table during lunch. I felt real ugly deep within and felt even uglier although I had makeup on.
It was precisely because I had makeup on which made me feel uglier.
All the foundations in the world can't hide my flaws.
I felt so.small.so. u.g.l.y.
It sucks to dwell into such a topic. To hate yourself.
I thought I had come to terms with how I looked. After all, there's nothing much you can do about it. BUT, as much as I know Life is unfair, I still feel like whining about the lack of "luck" in getting born with good features.
It really sucks.
My eyes are THE obstacle to what I want in future.

I rmb the relief art teacher during sec sch had mentioned although I was quiet, I always had that sparkle in my eyes.
Where had the sparkle disappeared to?

Nowadays I keep hearing comments that my eyes had no soul, and I was always looking tired/blind(lol) because of how my eyes seemed empty.

why? :(

After the prelims presentation, Steph and me went to laze arnd in the Lime Pod at the lib and then she accompanied me to NUS for my stardust audition. Then we went for the focus group her tchr organised...lol...social studies.
I say make it a full subject/not compulsory.
Then people like me can hopefully drop...E Maths? <--disgusting subject. urgh. LMAO.













































































We filmed the MV and cover shots during their Changi Chalet...it was quite fun mouthing the words while filming the MV. But it was tiring too.
We filmed the entire day and I managed to watch the first disc of Ghost Game twice. Never managed to watch it all. -_-

I really don't think I can work with Shawn or maybe YY in the future if I can help it. Shawn is a bigger headache. I've never met such working attitudes before. lol...omg...it's so amusing yet frustrating.

Shawn...who is he to tell me how am I gona survive in this industry?
He may very well be sued in the future for copyright infringement before I even make it lol.
To a certain point, that sentence is a compliment, because I'm saying he will actually MAKE IT in the industry in the first place...
laugh guys, It's your cue.
-rolls eyes-

Sonia, Karin and me made it to Stardust Semis. We went NUS the other day for our photoshoot. My memory is failing me. I rmb vaguely at the back of my head that it was jus...2 days ago? But I totally forgot the date and all until I rmb it's a saturday because Karin had to rush to Lwssom for the Star Rev program.

I've received comments that I should have gotten into this program and up till awhile ago, I still felt a lil left out on not making the cut. I had expected bad news though, when I knew I was the only one out of the 4 who wasn't in the same group for the results.

and it didn't make matters any better when Cel said I could sing but didn't make it...and they should grab the chance because they managed to impress LWS at the first try. True...but the truth always stings.

and yea, SO WHAT IF I CAN SING?!
and...can i really sing?!
I think I'm rather mediocre. except I can hold a tune, thankfully.

which made me become really shallow as I complain about my eyes and teeth.

C'mon, it's all about appearances.seriously.


I really think eyes are the most impt feature on a person's face. or even any other ANIMAL'S face. because that is THE tool to communicating your inner feelings to people. That is the first thing that greets whoever is seeing you.



Don't come and tell me how life is unfair and I've got good points too.
CAN PEOPLE SEE MY POSITIVE POINTS IMMEDIATELY?

NO. They see my face first. and if my tired eyes make them hurl, then they won't even wana get to know me and they'll miss the chance of knowing the real me.

dont' try to console by saying, that's their loss.

OH PLEASE.

dont' try to console me by comparing me to uglier people.
it doesn't make me feel any better. and don't say life is equal. you will gain in other areas the "better looking" people may not be able to.
YOU are the one with the big eyes reading this.
YOU are the one with the sharp nose reading this.
YOU are the one with the straight white perfect teeth even without needing braces, reading THIS.

I'm so shallow.
HAH. tell me you don't judge first impressions on first appearances and I'll lick your FEET.
lol this is so stupid.


photos over the weeks.






















































Here's how the album looked like...

I think I will discontinue being in Leaders once the one-year is over.
I wonder if I can even quit?
I still wana get involved in fun events in Lwssom...but...perhaps not thru Leaders ba? hmm.

so what if I'm a Vice President. lol.
hah.
more like Vice Head of Sai Gang lol. oops.

I can't stop listening to the 花樣少年少女_电视原声帶!
Even the instrumentals is so soothing and nice to listen to.

Today was a rather hectic yet relaxed day.
doh.

Good thing Dad stuck the $20 coupon hehe...then can send me to bras brasah where I printed the deliverables for ARC and binded the proposal.

sooo exciting. The cd single looked so real! shiok.
Then I went to Virtuoso Arts to submit it to Pei Xian...and she asked me to take a photo posing with my poster and cd single...haha...so cool. hehe.

5 secs of feeling like an artiste. -_-

Monday's presentation! I'm required to dress up. Should be no problem ba... =D

Post pics of cd n poster soon! really look real lo. haha!

oh and 我爱大明星，惊叹号！ is out!
I was out at Taka with my family when I decided to go Kino to take a look at the books and there are so many books I wana buy!!
I happened to get distracted by this storekeeper who was taping books so the "piakkk" sound of the tape was rather loud. I turned around and SAW HER TAPING THIS BOOK LIAO.
omg.
Damn I didn't bring enough money! Otherwise I can be one of the first few in sg to read it HAHA.
Even Bugis's outlet will only get the stock on Monday lor.
I almost hyperventilated when I saw this.
almost.

My photo design/editing mood is back.

What do you think of these?
I've always liked such designs...been taking my own pictures since 2005 to start editing them to such pictures.
This is the first time I'm putting it on a blog...what do you think of them?

These were the photos Yating helped me take for our ARC Comp at the photoshoot on wednesday.

























































I LOVE such graphic/concept pics.
Having said that, I mean I love the pics, and not ME in the pics.
When I shoot/edit such pics, I see myself as a subject to blend into the pic to make the editing of the lighting and contrast be accentuated and come together as a whole piece.
Of course it doesn't hurt to see yourself in beautiful colour/contrast/lighting edited pics. :)

I lost a lot of my previously edited pics when my harddisk crashed last semester. :'(

I have to use my own face cuz it's easier. I mean, when I have the itch, I'm always here for myself, right? I can't be calling people up at 11pm and say "hey can I take your picture now?"
LOL.

besides, I can better understand how to take my own pictures through such practices.
weee!

have I already mentioned,
I LOVE SUCH PICS? ;)

Busy Busy.

When I'm slacking, there's nth to do, but when I get busy it's quite scary. lol.
but at least I'm not busy with assignments hahaha.

I'm writing the resume for Safra Radio now;
I need to get a haircut before tmr, which leaves me jus a few hrs to get it done before meeting Cel and gang for dinner;
I need to get ready the sets of clothes for the photoshoot tmr.
aahhh.

Saturday was such a long day. But rather fun in the morning.
I reported at 8am (I was on time!!) and we were led up to the 5th floor at 77th Street to pick our clothes n image. It was so cool to be led up through the lift to the shop at 8am.
All the other shops were not opened! duh!

For a moment I felt like an SG Idol Finalist LOL.
so fun to be picking clothes at 8am when no one else can do that hahaha~!
This stylist from another team was damn funny. He pulled the wig of the mannequin's and wore it!

"ehhh how many other chances can I get to come in 77th Street here and play like that!?"

LOL. true. but I ain't gona be pulling some wig to wear haha.

I like my look. finally. haha. I even went back to buy the top. lol...................

more photos and updates soon.
gotta RUN!

I hope this cap is available for sale at Jolin's concert.
bling!

JH's RESOLUTION OF 2007.

BE ON TIME!!!

Gee, my problem with punctuality is very serious. I've finally realised it. :/
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I've decided to catch [Hanazakari no Kimitachie] aka [花样少年少nu] online cuz I've missed quite a bit on Channel U.
LOL I didn't know Quan knew Ruixi was a girl in the first episode already!
and the online version shows the bloopers and special effects at the end of the episode!
super value added hahaha.

and I'm applying a lot of eye cream from staying up so late watching all these videos.
lol.