"你知道，就算大雨讓這座城市顛倒，我會給你懷抱。"

[苏打绿] 的 “小情歌”。

在现实生活里， 有多少人原意说这句话？
而且也不能光说就算。 能说道也作得到的。。。能有几位？

可能是因为在现今社会里，人人都为自己的生活奋斗， 那儿有时间去管别人的死活呢？

我。。。还在争扎中，想找一个平衡点， 让我能在帮助别人同时自己也不损失任何东西。

我会怕人家觉得我找人帮忙的时候才会自动打招呼。。。逼近我还是有那insecure的一面， 所以有时碰到熟面孔也不知该不该 say Hello.

anyway, 我只是想说我很喜欢这首歌曲和它的歌词。。。
你呢？
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我手机里储存了我哼的一段歌，
是我突然有的小灵感而得来的作品。
只有短短的一分钟。。。
希望能够很快的把编曲部份搞定。

好兴分哦！

I feel very selfish today...

Hai. I guess I just don't like to be forced to do something I don't fancy.

I don't like to club...lol. I don't like staying up so late and intoxicating myself with drinks for the whole night. To do this occasionally is fine...but a few days of late nights coupled with drinks can be very harmful to complexion and mental state. At least for me.

I was quite zombie-ish today. I slept at 1.30am ytd and had to wake up at 7am.

SO bad for my complexion and body. I'm quite conscious about such stuff...
I felt quite dehydrated after just 1.5 glasses of drinks ytd. to be exact, it's probably like 1.34628982 glasses -_-
I'm still thirsty but I can't drink anymore water before I sleep because of water retention. My case can be quite serious.

I don't want to look like a CHAR SIEW BAO tmr morning.

Coincidentally, I bumped into Melody and Tony at The Clinic. wahaha. I keep bumping into her la!

now, pics of the Class 95 event at The Clinic...and I'm off to put my facial mask.
Take care of your skin people!!! Don't take your youth for granted.




















































candid!

wow. I really applaud the two lead ladies' acting skills...

Spider Lilies Trailer:

Afiq called me earlier on, and I've been selected as the Promo Exec for Radio Heatwave for next semester!

sounds good~
It's funny how I'm looking forward to it and yet it was a post I had never intended to do before. Until recently when HT said I had the promo face LOL. Then it dawned on me that while I was moving in one direction towards my goals, I had missed the other opportunities and roles that I may be able to take on despite it not being my primary desire.

And yes, Promos it is!
Can't wait to dish out ideas to the team LOL.

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I was watching the Channel 8 1PM News just now, and there was this clip about the zoo in Harbin, China.
In a bid to attract more tourists and visitors to their zoo, the mgmt had this new idea:
They drive a busload of eager (and super sadistic) visitors to the area of the Tigers and watch this van unload a LIFE COW/BULL into the area and let the Tigers pounce on it freely, tearing its meat APART.

That was pure cruelty in my opinion but the zoo mgmt put it as:
letting the tigers retain their wild side.

WHAT?!

That's a whole load of nonsense!
I was cursing the mgmt along with my mum and I was so angry and sympathetic towards the incident that I actually felt like shouting at the tv. (dumb, yes I know...)

These people have lost their conscience while they try to make some bucks. There's a limit, y'all.

I wished the next busload of tourists who are there to see this CRUEL ACT, gets stranded in the area as the bus breaks down. On top of that, the bus door miraculously opens and the tigers race up the bus to tear their limbs apart in SLOW MOTION.

I hope they bleed as they cry "it's so exciting! (loosely translated from chinese).

HAH. "it's exciting" HUH?
I'll see how excited you get when it's YOUR BODY the tiger is tearing apart!
fuckers.

This is the wallpaper for my laptop currently.

I don't care if people (especially typical MCM-ers) are gona say
"eew Jolin" or whatever stupid comments;

I LIKE THIS PICTURE. LOADS.

I like the way how this picture falls in place together. The pose makes her body look so proportionate and makes her legs look impossibly long. lol.
Well, it could have been any other model and I'd still have loved the picture. But I guess it becomes more er, lovable, when it's a model that you know.



















Btw I think the square cut jeans are the best cut from Levi's (that's in my range) so far!
I hate 593. -_-
I'd love to own a pair of Lady's Style. They make your thighs seem paper thin. slurps.

8.30am
Wake Up.
Mum says go see doc for MC and get full diagnosis on my foot.

10am
Breakfast at Kallang Airport area, near Clinic of our family doc.

11am
Waiting in Clinic for my turn

11.30am
In doc's room.

Doc: ok what happened?

my mum: her leg. she fell down...I think sprained.

Doc examines my foot.

Doc: oh my! This is not like a normal sprain to me. I think you need an x-ray.

me: *gulps*

Doc scribbles on this "radiology" form and gives us instructions to head to Room 20 and skip the queue.

We were outta her room within 5minutes. lol.

whoa, so serious? x-ray?! oh my god.

Dad hurriedly sends us over to the Geylang Polytechnic and I got my foot x-rayed in half an hour.

12.15pm
Back at family doc's clinic

Clinic attendants: Whoa so fast!

12.15pm--
And, thank goodness, no fracture was detected. Diagnosis complete.

Doc: aiyo scare me your elephant leg!

Phew. Aiya! scare me for nothing. :x
and...elephant leg :(

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My mum was very thoughtful during the past 3 days. She actually delivered my meals to my bed. But I didn't feel like a Princess like what Eve/Jiewei asked if I did...lol.
I just felt so useless and immobile.
And I think if I were really a cripple, I'd be obese. :/

Felix was very nice too. He allowed me to do the test from home. I can't imagine going to school in this state.

Dad sent me to school at 6pm for the IBP interview. The interview went rather well, I suppose.
They asked how's my ankle and stuff...haha...and Azhar asked me to wobble carefully. lol.

oh and YC is gona interview Rainie Yang next tuesday for CTV! I want to go too!!!!
I don't dare to call Jon Foo. lol. not after I told him I'm probably not gona go CTV.................
Spider Lilies! Why are you rated R21?! zzz.
c'mon I'm 17 months away from being 21...tolong lah. LOL.
17 months. Who am I kidding!

damn why is Spider Lilies's Gala at Cathay! :x

我想
我很难在我周围的朋友中
找到可以跟我一起看[娱乐百分百]
而在那六十分钟里，笑得像个疯子。

我到现在都还没碰到像[小猪]一样那么幽默的人。。。
小鬼is rather humorous too, actually. :D

哈哈。

幽默感真的非常重要！
我超帕没格性的人。。。
真可怕!

ouch.

I sprained my left foot.

Pain.

I feel like a cripple.

I don't dare to move around too much.

Immobile.

Everytime my mum prepares her remedy for sprain bones etc, it was never for me. But today, the works was spread out in my room and now my left foot looks like that of a elephant's.

this sucks. :(

Edit: Ok Steph made a valid point: I had re-ranked to IBP, so that's probably why I didn't get to be interviewed for OIAP.

hahahahahaha.
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URGH.

Apparently I was one of those who got slashed off the list in the first round for the Overseas Attachment.

What the.

Apparently (again), they judge by your GPA and determine if you are independent enough to survive overseas alone.

The lecturers and the panel, whom some(most, in fact) do not even know me and the rest of the hopefuls personally are the ones who made the cut.

Of course, it makes sense for the lecturers to do this selection. BUT, to cut people off at the first round by grades and whether they knew if we were independent or NOT, is too much for me to understand.

How much do they know us?

It's so infuriating.
Ok, it's not like I would go for OIAP anyways, BUT, to be eliminated at a selection round where we may not even be judged upon fairly is just unfair. ( please pardon for the lack of vocab)

it's just one of those days.

true blue cherry garcia. xD

Your Score: CHERRY GARCIA!

You scored 59% SWEET, 70% CHUNKY, and 55% UNIQUE!

cherry sweet cream base with cherries and fudge chunks


Awesome...you are one of my personal favs: Cherry Garcia. You fall in the middle on all measurements- sweet, wild, and unique, but not overwhelmingly so on any of those. You make a good friend, able to share your unique perspectives on things, and able to have fun without winding up in jail or something. Good job.

Link: The Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Flavor Test written by weered1 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

R.I.P.

My Ipod has peacefully passed away on 17 May 2007 at 2pm today.

But it left its owner, aka JH, in a not-so-peaceful state after its departure from Earth.

Sigh; what am I to do now? The trips to school are going to be so bland. I sound so shallow but hey you, imagine if you had no accompanying entertainment or music on the way to school/work. sad.
I'm in a really lousy mood because of that. really. bad/lousy/annoyed mood. I know there's some shit parallelism rule with the "bad/lousy/annoyed" but what the heck.
Don't piss me off because I'll be sure to snap even more easily without my ipod. =/

And yes I actually went to create that jpeg above out of boredom to signify the death of my beloved Ipod Mini of 2 years. It served me well, but led a fragile life. I never thought that drop in the radio conty might just prove too much to bear for its frail little metal body.

Goodbye my lovely "sound specialist".
I'm gona have to find someone to replace you. (if I can convince my dad to sponsor hyak hyak).

haha try it here!

http://www.festisite.com/tools/generators/money/

OH AND HENRY TAN (our Director of FMS) SPOILED THE SURPRISE IN SPIDERMAN 3!

WALAOOOOOOOOOO.

why did the handsome friend die?!!!

Choices

Life is filled with choices. It fills us with choices...that leaves us with headaches because we have to mull over dilemmas.

Today during lecture, Mr Patrick Wong came over with the lecturers in charge of the various aspects of attachment.

He's so witty. So what if he's balding? Beats a handsome guy whos' BLAND.

all of us were pretty shocked as to why they came in to talk to us when we had already ranked our choices for attachment.

"we're here because we're trying out multi-lecturer lectures."

HAHA.

Anyway it turns out 95% of us chose IAP. Currently there's only 60+ positions available for IAP.
L.O.L.

you mean there's only 5 people who chose IBP?

Jason and me were joking.

Hey, since we've got 5 IBP, the 5 can head them on their own! The IBP can still run, technically!
Imagine, Tribune,
one man:
Editor cum journalist cum photographer cum layout LOL.

and CTV,
General Manager cum host cum editor cum cameraman cum sound man.
he may even need to slap the slate on his own LOL.

Jokes aside, I've decided to re-rank to IBP.
Probably Radio first and...I'm deciding whether I'm gona put The Label or CTV first.

The Label is a music record label newly set up by FMS...kinda cool. There are positions like Artiste Manager. During the term, we'll scout for local talent and music to record in the studios in school. Then we try to push the artistes to bigger labels like Universal music, etc.

It sounds very appealing. How?

I've also submitted my name for the Overseas IAP. The exchange program to ZUCC, Hangzhou.
so...I might be gone for 5months during sep-jan.

and...that's what I meant by choices. driving me mad!
What about the launch of the compilation album for ARC during Aug-sep? Will I miss it if I go ZUCC?
or the singing comps that I'm gona join. What if the rounds clash?

choices man.

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Injunction- Media Law's lesson on Defamation

However, Injunction is useless if the damage has already been done.

How do you make the Judge command someone not to say something hurtful when it has already been done?

It's not slander, because it wasn't published to a third person and I suppose that comment didn't spoil my reputation.
But I am definitely upset by it.

aah the Laws and Rules.

You may be utterly upset but circumstances do not permit you to get your say and your stand.

I ask of a lot in image.
so when I fail my own expectations; I get upset.

I get very very very upset.

I was/am STILL seriously bothered by the comments.

but both times it was said by 2 boys. so, live and let live, huh?

I can't forgive my negligence.

The new song of S.H.E. reminds me of the tongue twisters we do in class for PresChi.

Here are some of the tongue twisters we say during class...have a try! :D

知 道 不 知 道

认 识 从 实 践 始 ， 实 践 出 真 知 。

知 道 就 是 知 道 ， 不 知 道 就 是 不 知 道 。

不 要 知 道 说 不 知 道 ，

也 不 要 不 知 道 装 知 道 ，

老 老 实 实 ， 事 实 求 是 ，

一 定 要 做 到 真 知 道 。

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大 嫂 子 和 大 小 子

一 个 大 嫂 子 ， 一 个 大 小 子 。

大 嫂 子 跟 大 小 子 比 包 饺 子

看 是 大 嫂 子 包 的 饺 子 好 ，

还 是 大 小 子 包 的 饺 子 好 。

大 嫂 子 包 的 饺 子 又 小 又 好 又 不 少 ，

大 小 子 包 的 饺 子 又 小 又 少 又 不 好 。

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你 娘 念 你 ， 你 哪 能 年 年 弄 怒 你 娘 。
My friend read the "nian4" as "lian4" in his hurry. wahaha what a laugh we had!
Imagine your mum "lian4" you.
omg.....
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Ok I've finally re-sent my resume to Lime, Safra and Mediacorp.

ooohhh I'm feeling rather excited!

and I think Steph and me made it through auditions for RHW hahaha. So...we're most likely gona host together! fusion man. :D

Ytd I went Kbox with Catherine from 2-7pm at Clementi and guess what- the bill came up to $41.70.
We discovered that we were cheated of 20cents for the 10% service charge and the royalties fee is no longer 50cents only. It's $1 per person. And, what we used to pay for 2-7pm was just $12! Max is $15.
and now?! We have to pay close to $21 each?!

I am NEVER going back Kbox at 2-7pm. Unless people pay for me lol.
I'm sticking to K Lunch man.

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I want a jumper!
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I went to audition for Radio Heatwave again this sem! I think I'll be doing a chinese program on my own! If not I'll be co-presenting with Steph; hopefully dual lang!

Wanying and me were thinking of joining NP Choir and Dance Club too. This dance club isn't like NRA...it focuses mainly on modern and chinese dance.

Chinese Dance. kua kua kua. I think I'm gona suck at it.

Xiao Zhu's finally gona have a real shop. I want the merchandise! Anyone going Taiwan in June?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!??!!!!?!?!!? (oh don't tell me you can't sense my excitement heh)




















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Here's something that's been bothering me for awhile.

Some people just can't take hints. Or am I the wood block?
I don't think I am in this case.

I'm NOT a little XIAO MEI MEI that some praising or honeyed words will make me swoon over -blank-
Try your puppy-eyed look on someone else or your poor flirting skills on, say, a 13-yr old? You'll score! ;)

I don't take a fancy in men whining about how sad life is and how bad their life is.
SUCK IT UP AND MOVE ON, bitch.
I think men who act kelian is such a turn off and it is just so disgusting.

This is not directed to anyone in particular...or maybe it is HAH.
But I've been getting such "tricks" by guys who think it'd work.

sorry folks. a normal sms would do lOrZx.
Please do not attempt the "lOrZx."

I was Kidding. Don't give me a heart attack before I get to hit 20.

:)

I'm such a -beep!-
but such behaviours by the opposite sex really.turn.me.OFF.

This is a very good documentary on Discrimination my lecturer has asked us to watch for WISP.

Do check it out. Keeps you watching as the content is rather engaging.
Watch how the teacher does roleplays and make the people realise discrimination is WRONG.
http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/shows/divided/etc/view.html

Hey, if you've got $3.50 to spare, please grab a copy of LIME (May).
I never thought I'd be promoting for a mag here, man.

Lilynne and me co-written 2 articles for LIME and...they're published! The 1st one which was a fashion article was published in the February 2007 issue with Elvin Ng on the cover. The 2nd article was on the Shanghai shopping and it's in the May 2007 issue which is the current one!

Not to mention, it features a one page photo essay on the ARC Competition.

haha...
Buy one! or you can always borrow from me lor. haha :)

and Chen Ji finally sent me the photo I took with Stephanie Sun. :D
I hate my hair there!!