My Prerogative

Monday, December 31, 2007

我...不会唱歌

这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后

我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么
哭什么
明明搞笑的


明天的倒数
应该怎么过呢?
突然好不想参与任何活动

人挤得水泄不通
哪会好玩呢?

反正就有点反常咯
不想和人接触。

就连朋友的邀请也。。。

算了。

怪胎!哈哈。。。

有时候我真觉得我的情绪
是怪的咯!

ok. Happy New Year. xD

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Merry Christmas!

i want THIS!

























It's really a season of joy and giving...I really feel like getting loads of stuff for my friends...haha.
but...no money la. =X

These few days have been quite good...feels like a good break from attachment. =

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although it's inevitable that I feel a little lonely at times (lol),
but at the end of the day, I'm still happier off on my own...

I feel there are so much more problems when you are in a r/s. They can say there are pros n cons but there's too much negativity IMO.

oh well.

Sunday, December 23, 2007

有时候,生命中。。。会发生一些
让我们突然能够
领悟莫种道理的事情。

不知为什么, I guess this is one of those times again...

别误会,我不是不开心
只是突然感到有稍微的greatfulness,happiness mixed with sadness.

好矛盾吧?

我真怀疑我是不是有人格分裂症。 哈哈。
总是在脑里听到两个声音在讨论着。 天啊。 我是怪人一个。 嘻嘻。

anyway, 最近变得比较 private 了一些。
心理的一些感觉都想把它藏起来。
就觉得反正告诉任何人也没人能帮得上。

就是不想麻烦朋友,
可是我因此而离大家。。。更远。

当然还是偶尔会对朋友发发牢骚
可是真正烦恼的事。。。
不想和任何人分享。

又不是好事
有什么好share的?哈。哈。
而且也没人能比自己更了解一切吧...

哦。刚刚那时我在"dry laughter"吗?

zzz,本来是想拼dry laughter 的中文字,但不会。算了!哈哈哈。。。!

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那首歌

不知道为了什么
忧愁它围绕著我
我每天都在祈祷
快赶走爱的寂寞

一切新鲜有点冒险
请告诉我怎么走到终点

没有人了解
没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋

我想我会开始想念你
可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧

我想我已慢慢喜欢你
因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我任性投入你给的恶作剧

Monday, December 17, 2007

fun quiz for myspace profile and blog

Addict???

I totally agree with the "loves to joke" part man. XD

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I don't like to see my friends make mistakes.
Mistakes that could have been prevented,
mistakes that are obviously so wrong that no amount of justification can right it.

But I'm...just an outsider after all.
Please cherish what you have, and I'm saying this to no one in particular, because we tend to hurt the ones we love most because we take them for granted, thinking they'll always forgive us.

I do believe in Karma.

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大多数人都相同
喜欢的只是爱情的脸孔.

Monday, December 10, 2007

it was great meeting everyone last week :D

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

some people will never know how lucky they are,

they may say they do,
but they don't ever know truly how lucky they are.

She threw away what I wanted,
She used to have what I longed for,
She has the memories I know I'll never have
She's etched in his heart - the space I'll never fill.

Guess she'll never know of this envy,
or amusement that came over me
when I discovered this realisation.

Guess she'll never know...
You too.

I want so much to tell you everything.
I want so much to say it all out and loud and proud, and the list goes on to describe my yearn.

But I can't.

and I know, the passive me will let it all go before anything even happens.

What has he been up to, lately?

How'd he feel if he knew there's someone who thinks of him, just hoping he's alright and hoping to catch a glimpse of him to make their day?

You don't make my days count, but you sure make my day.

Sunday, December 02, 2007

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