My Prerogative: September 2007

My. heart. actually. skipped. a- beat.

This time's different.

Buy why does it have to be someone who's impossible.

so near yet so far...

Luckily I remembered there is ANTM tonight.

this is my other daily dose of sanity after Yu Le Bai Fen Bai.
The only one I can catch per week...sigh.

Dad bought me a watch today! He bought and came back to the car and just said "open it."

woo and it was a watch. :D
so sweet!

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some people ah...tsk tsk. just wana slap their faces and scream into their ears.

but I guess I can only do that Ally Mcbeal style...i.e. in my head. hahaha!

3 press conferences/interviews and I'm not even into my 2nd week of attachment at Radio Heatwave.

Life's good...for now. :D

Cherry Boom came and went...

Next up, WANG LEE HOM and Kelly Poon! :D

I like my personal signature at my email LOL.
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Chng Jing Hui
Promotions & Publicity Manager
Radio Heatwave
School of Film and Media Studies
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Blk 53, #07-03,
535, Clementi Road,
Singapore 599489

Mobile: +6594740189 | DID: 64608582
Email: jinghui@radioheatwave.com

I can't stop singing 我不想忘记你 by 郭静.

I think it's a fantastic song! :D

Good song to prac for comps, I feel. =D

A lot of ppl flew off on fri, Alyssa n Jon flew to Austria, Deone's off to Hawaii, oh and Wilfred enlisted on fri morning too haha.

the lot of us went to eat the night before on thursday, and Hf and I went to fred's place to play Wii after that till like 12am?HAHAHA.

Wii is good...exercise. xD

Happy belated birthday, Catherine!!
Glad you liked the watch. ;)

I don't know why I teared up while talkin to Eve earlier on.

Initially, I was quite angry at the misunderstanding because to see something else being read from your actions which is not what you had intended is just exasperating.

Perhaps I was also stressed out with starting attachment at a familar yet strange place at the same time that I just let it all out with my tears.

I just don't like it when people misread my intentions.

If she really wanted to go, I'd have let her, because it's no big deal in the sense whereby if I don't go, I won't die...so...it's ok.

I just don't understand why my intentions can be misread to such an extent where I seem almost fake and hypocritical when I really did not mean for things to be this way.

Perhaps my tears were mixed with some anger, exhaustion and fear of the new sem ahead.
exhaustion at having to keep up and keep from people thinking you are lazy, useless and fake.

fear of the unknown.

anger...at my choice.

but it's all set to go...and mon's D-Day.

from now, we're a team. and we should be as diplomatic and sane as possible and keep our emotions at bay while we attempt to work things to their best.

-Heatwave Promos Exec,
Jh

在朋友中，我最讨背叛，小心眼和...重色轻友的人。

我虽然没有名示，可是这些事，自己也因该自动一点吧？

我最不喜欢最后一分钟更改已经决定好的事，（当然，如果是表演有关的，就像昨天我们后来把表演延长多二十分钟，我可乐得很！我现在的重点是因为重色轻友而导致事情的更改）

我昨天对一位好友感到非常失望。

错，是彻底的失望。

你可以说，我是因为恋爱经验少，所以不了解。

但是我的看法是：你不需要恋爱经验来判断一些你也能用普通常识来解决的事。

我虽然不一定能说出我在一份感情里所要求什么，可是我非常清楚我不要什么。
为什么她能一而再再而三的被控制？

难道这些所谓重色轻友的人没发现，

当他们在感情上受到伤害时,都是会回到朋友身边哭诉吗？

别人可能会认为这是小事，也觉得我在小题大做。可是我就是不喜欢恋爱中的人突然变“笨”的可怕现象！
而当事人在作出一个愚蠢的决定时，我真的会非常生气。

Of course, I'm not an extremist. If let's say, I planned a girls' day out with my fren who suddenly tells me she can't make it because she has to meet her bf (-.-) and it's their anniversary or his birthday, I'd just let it be. Because it's something special to them.

(but please, if you know it's his bday or annivesary, then please don't ask me out in the first place. lol.)

A relationship is just a relationship...friendships are what stands true as time passes.
It sounds as if I'm so cynical towards love; but sometimes, you gotta let the head rule over the heart.

I don't usually reproach friends, because we are all equal and who am I to tell someone off?

But it has come to my attention that it seems as though friends are to be taken for granted and only called for when needed.

我也不知道该在说什么，总而言之，我就是非常不满我那位朋友所作的事。

You have let your friends down.

I know you are sandwiched between. But, when it's time to make a decision, you just gotta. Instead of saying "I don't know."

我想我需要一些时间才能原谅一切。

my shoulders, back muscles and upper thighs are aching now.

after just one lesson of the hip hop dance. lol...

but it was fun! :)

Ytd's performance at Heeren was smooth too :)

After which YY, Brandon and me went to Leon's 21st bday dinner at Pasir Ris. free-flow jap food...eat until so paiseh. lol.
but the shirt we got him...apparently xiaozhu also bought that shirt when he came sg!
lol.

I'll be performing at Heeren's centre stage today too. at 4-4.30pm. Do come around if you're free!

Although I'm not v confident about the duet with Doreen...but we'll pull thru hahaha.

I don't know why Hanxiang had to have make such a fuss over the cd and the signature just cuz I took the cd from the booth.

sorry, but i've got no time to deal with odd people. -_-

I'm mean, he's odd.
so? sue me.