I never like to admit I give up.

But, I might be, making this decision I just did.

Sigh.

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I never thought I'd say this but I'm actually quite tired of Preschi.

All that hype?
All dead.

I still love the language, but truth is Life is unfair.
From the past tests, it has made me realise, does working hard pay off?

DOES IT?!
HUH?

























I'm so sick of the constant reminder that
you can work hard all you want, but someone cute or interesting comes along and
BAM!
you're replaced.
when you could have well deserved First Place more.
and I'm always being replaced.
Am I not working hard enough for the things I love?
Perhaps not. But I'm trying.

I seldom think of myself so bhb-ly (lol) but this time I'm really up to my nose with discontentment.

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I think girls who swear hokkien vulgarities in almost every other sentence when they speak are utterly disgraceful.

what a turn off.