As much as work gets to me a little sometimes, I don't have much regrets now about choosing IBP because I feel I'm learning, and will grow up more after this attachment period.

It seems ironic however, that I find myself becoming less mature in the way I handle problems at work despite claiming I'll mature from this period of 21 weeks.

I actually threw a tantrum about my thumbdrive getting a virus last week. I actually lost my temper.

But it's over and I really need to control my anger.

It's just...I find it hard to accept when I have justifications for some of my actions but yet I'm unheard.

It's all random, but I just need a listening ear.
Someone who doesn't necessarily agree with me, but willingly listen and listen word for word.

I sound like I'm complaining or gossiping everytime I relate work stuff to anyone who'll listen, but deep down, I really just want to let things out. I hate that tone of me but it's a way I let it all out.
If I let it stay within me, I will blow up.

Lastly, of course, less angst from me and everyone.

More patience, people.

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The I-weekly horoscope this week was quite accurate but I think it's just coincidence. Haha, it's just me to doubt everything till it gets proven to me. :/
I'm never sure.

感情上有点胆怯
喜欢对方却不敢说出口。