A friend to all,
that's what I am

A lover to one,
I never can...

I still can't.

and I don't know why.

I just don't feel the security and any returns that might make taking a risk to love a worthwhile thing.

I'm tired of all these, but I can't even honestly say it because I haven't even tried to begin with.

I'm just afraid of losing my peaceful single life because I took some painstaking efforts to maintain this balance.

Perhaps I should stash this infatuation to the back of my head...until it chooses to resurface the moment I see you again.
which is very soon. too soon.

I don't know if it's still strong, but I'll know for sure if my heart beats fast once more at the sight of you...yes, that's when I'll realise, you'll have me and you'll never come to know of this fact.

I wish I can be as tiny as an ant or some creature so I may stay near you unnoticed.

eeew that was so mushy. fuck. but I meant to be invisible ok. eeewww again.


my msn's still down. ugh.


暗恋的感觉不好受
可是爱情往往都不何逻辑
暗恋，爱情，单恋 = 烦！