Looking at their blog posts is like a constant reminder to me that I've failed.

That I was not up to their standards.

Is that why I seem to detest LWSSOM?

I always feel damn contradicting. (this sentence prob even contains fragment? but i don't care.)

Sometimes, it seems like we really can't intentionally set out to search for something.

But I can't sit on it and wait!

我不想做个普通的人。
可是这不由得我选择。