photo overload

It's been a long time since I've posted some pics.

Thanks for the birthday celebrations guys! =D

I loved everything you guys gave. honest. woo!
















































































































and...the results of having photobooth within reach of Jh and Nad...and some Heatwave crew haha!






































































don't offend Heatwave people. LOL.

The Click Five - Jenny

funny MV.
Joe looked so sleepy and sane during the interview...but he was so hilarious at the pink pig in the MV hahaha!!!

SKINNY JEANS GALORE...slurps. ;)

I'm T-w-e-n-t-y

It's funny how I dread this age and I spelt it out in the title.

Thank you Heatwave peeps, for going Glasshouse Fish n Co with me and being the 5th person in the room to get "sabo-ed" haha! (so many oct babies)
Thank you for the 4-leaf clover keychain...I think it really works! xD

Thanks...Steph, Yanyi, Clarence and Shawn for the Swensens dinner, the Little Miss Giggles shirt (suits me huh..haha!) and the musical note necklace. I loved them :)

Photos coming soon.

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I enjoyed the performance ytd at IndoChine (The Forbidden City).
It was the ZoCard anniversary and Leon, Ruishan, Carin and me were invited to perform... =D
I sang "L.O.V.E" (the classic song, not Ashlee Simpson's or Elva's LOL) and Stephanie Sun's "Someone".

After which I went to eat with Gel and Yanyi and walked all over Clarke Quay to Shenton Way in my heels lol.
It was Linus's bday ytd and all we did was walkkkkkk and walkkkkkk. lol. almost died with the pain la, but I still like that pair of heels.

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I've not seen him for a week.
I think it's time to 放手.
I just feel it's so impossible.

What a feeling in my soul...

If the rain falls, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine.

says Aqualung - brighter than sunshine
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I'm loving all the songs from The Click Five, Snow Patrol, Lifehouse, UnkleJam, Sugababes and of course, The Afters.

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Nad brought me along for The Click Five one-on-one interview and we got to interview Joe of The Click Five.
and took pics, of course!
I like their live performance. =)

Looking at their blog posts is like a constant reminder to me that I've failed.

That I was not up to their standards.

Is that why I seem to detest LWSSOM?

I always feel damn contradicting. (this sentence prob even contains fragment? but i don't care.)

Sometimes, it seems like we really can't intentionally set out to search for something.

But I can't sit on it and wait!

我不想做个普通的人。
可是这不由得我选择。

I woke up at 5.30am today and went to send my parents off at the airport.

They're off to Hokkaido, Japan! I believed they'd have reached as I'm typing this.

a week w/o my parents...most will prob grab the chance to stay out late, etc...but I pretty much live the day the same way I do when they're around.

I mean, if I wana stay out late, I'd ask. There's no need/no point going all out during their absence...there's just no meaning in that, lol.

Randomness aside, I don't know what to do next tuesday. I don't know if there's gona be singing rehearsal although I'm pretty sure VA doors will be opened as long as we need to practice...but it's tuesday leh.

Shall I just miss practice on tuesday and have fun with my friends?
The songs are not even picked and I don't feel prepared.

This coming week's so packed with events!

If looks could kill, I'd have died yesterday.

It's not because I bumped into someone hot, or angered someone, but it was more like the latter...

I was taking the lrt home as usual, and after a few stops, there was an empty seat beside where I stood. I looked around and seeing there were still a lot of people and most were wearing heels, I decided I'd pass la, but apparently nobody seemed to want to sit too, so I thought oh well, someone might wana sit later on then.

And I turned back as we were halfway to the next stop and still...it was unoccupied so I went to sit and wow, right away everyone looked with such fierce looks...wow.

haha whatever! :x

It's week 5 already~

Having fun with Protools effect. Protools is all converted to MAC. cool. Control Panel looks good too. and the faders will move on their own LOL. freaky.
and they shut Photo Booth -_-


I spoke backwards and sounded like I spoke German,
Kenneth sounded like the Discipline Master addressing morning assembly
and Nad sounds like she called in for a dedication when she was in a cave. LOL.



I...may not want this to end. :O

School has officially started for the students this week...

I like it that school has started cuz... :)

But I hate that we have to queue for food in the canteen, queue for cubicles in the toilet, wait for the snail lift in Block 53, miss buses because they're too packed, and well, basically the CROWD.

But everything is minor because I get to see what I look forward to.

Although...I know we're never gona.

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Agnes (VA) called me regarding a performance at Clarke Quay next week and very unfortunately, I'm down with the flu.

But I'm still gona submit a song list, and we're gona prac and see if it'd work out.

I need this flu bug to run away and don't come again some other day.

From Steph's blog:
"Oh yes, we did a reprise of "Dual Sound" today. Seeing that I got the day off, I went back to NP..and, JH and I hosted an hour on Heatwave. We're just mad, really. We just sit together, with a couple of CDs, our Ipods, and two mics- and that's it. PHWAM! We rock. =)"

Yes dear, I can't agree more.

How we're able to host without rehearsing or with the help of scripts continue to amaze me.

This is what they call "Chemistry."


I'm gona be presenting on the Lush Lab with Faye, Kenneth and Mal in about a month's time.
I feel really happy about this piece of good news.
So, do wake up on weekends at 7-9am to listen to us, ok?
LOL. I can offer wake-up call services.

A friend to all,
that's what I am

A lover to one,
I never can...

I still can't.

and I don't know why.

I just don't feel the security and any returns that might make taking a risk to love a worthwhile thing.

I'm tired of all these, but I can't even honestly say it because I haven't even tried to begin with.

I'm just afraid of losing my peaceful single life because I took some painstaking efforts to maintain this balance.

Perhaps I should stash this infatuation to the back of my head...until it chooses to resurface the moment I see you again.
which is very soon. too soon.

I don't know if it's still strong, but I'll know for sure if my heart beats fast once more at the sight of you...yes, that's when I'll realise, you'll have me and you'll never come to know of this fact.

I wish I can be as tiny as an ant or some creature so I may stay near you unnoticed.

eeew that was so mushy. fuck. but I meant to be invisible ok. eeewww again.


my msn's still down. ugh.


暗恋的感觉不好受
可是爱情往往都不何逻辑
暗恋，爱情，单恋 = 烦！

LOL

Those were Mal's glasses. :)
I like his braids LOL!

As much as work gets to me a little sometimes, I don't have much regrets now about choosing IBP because I feel I'm learning, and will grow up more after this attachment period.

It seems ironic however, that I find myself becoming less mature in the way I handle problems at work despite claiming I'll mature from this period of 21 weeks.

I actually threw a tantrum about my thumbdrive getting a virus last week. I actually lost my temper.

But it's over and I really need to control my anger.

It's just...I find it hard to accept when I have justifications for some of my actions but yet I'm unheard.

It's all random, but I just need a listening ear.
Someone who doesn't necessarily agree with me, but willingly listen and listen word for word.

I sound like I'm complaining or gossiping everytime I relate work stuff to anyone who'll listen, but deep down, I really just want to let things out. I hate that tone of me but it's a way I let it all out.
If I let it stay within me, I will blow up.

Lastly, of course, less angst from me and everyone.

More patience, people.

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The I-weekly horoscope this week was quite accurate but I think it's just coincidence. Haha, it's just me to doubt everything till it gets proven to me. :/
I'm never sure.

感情上有点胆怯
喜欢对方却不敢说出口。

Week 4 of Heatwave is approaching...time flies.

Soon, we'll be graduating.


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this has really let me see the whole meaning of this phrase,
"don't stop smiling, you don't know who may have fallen in love with your smile"

我想我是真的喜欢上你了
虽然我能够比较肯定你知道
我的存在，
但能够远远的看着你
我就心满意足了

真的好久好久没有这种感觉
那种 心突然跳的很快
能把一切疲惫赶走
的莫名喜悦

真的好想好想。。。
大声地说
“我喜欢你！”
但可惜我不敢

我太害怕失败
我害怕事实
因为事实往往都don't go as planned...

可是如果我继续现状
我肯定会后悔
后悔不努力
讨厌自己因为太在乎后果
而放弃可能有的结果

我也不知道为什么
就觉得我们属于不同世界
但就是被你深深吸引

这种莫名的感觉
令我感到欢喜有困惑。

好矛盾
明明想见你
想疯了
可是一见到你
我又装成一幅
一点都不在乎的样子

至今所巧遇的事件
到底是缘分
还是巧合？

快开学吧。。。